I've Never Gotten Flowers

There are thousands of different guys in the world. Hipsters and Nerds, Football players and Church-goers. But all I want is a nice guy. The kind of guy that will go out of his way to say hi to you. The kind of guy who genuinely cares about the well-being of others around him. The kind of guy who is just.....nice. He's amiable, pleasant, and well-mannered. I want the kind of guy who will have the courage to walk away from a fight when needed, but the determination to stand up for what he believes in. I want a guy who's ethical and fair, who will give me flowers because I've never gotten flowers before.

I Have HUGE Feet!

It's the truth! I have size 11 feet. Pretty womanly, eh? Whenever I go into Dillards, I always stop by the shoe department, pick out a shoe that I think is cute and ask if they have size 11. Usually, this is the look of the salesperson:

It's the most hilarious thing EV. A.!

It's like people are afraid.

But whenever I get discouraged, I think of this quote by my grandma:

"It's okay to have big feet, you have to have a strong foundation!"

Yup, me and my man feet, just kicking butt and taking names.

I'm Too Dramatic, {Since It's} Sunday

If you have ever gotten the esteemed pleasure of knowing me in person, you will quickly find that I am a dramatic person. I tend to blow things out of proportion, think too much about social situations, and look down upon myself. I am often too quick to see the negative and I take life too seriously. I have had a lot of spiritual experiences today. Experiences that are wonderful & magnificent, but I got dramatic. I started thinking too far into the future: What's going to happen? Should I change schools? Should I get a better paying job? Should I serve a mission? What I need to realize is that although those are very valid and important questions, what I should be focusing on right now is the present. I need to pray more NOW. I need to read my scriptures more NOW. I need to meet new people. Experience life. Become who I'm supposed to be NOW. I need to be single. Stay up late. Flirt with boys. Have fun. I'm often so dramatic and future-driven that I forget to experience what I have NOW. It's not always going to be that way, but living in the present is a lot less stressful than living in the future. In the future, I'll actually have responsibility (read as: kids) and I'll look back on my college days and think 'why didn't I just have fun?!' Yup. Present goal: No more drama & a lot more fun.